Why.
I want to be free.
I stare at your pictures and become confused all over.
but yet still get butterflies flying in my tummy.
I felt everything with you. Everything that a person feels when they in love.
Why.
My heart my mind my soul still wants you.
I’m in denial tho, I know that. But I also know I need to move on.
Just like you, You did it with no problem why can’t I do the same.
Why.
I tear I shake every night in great pain.
I feel that you rip my heart out and kept it.
Because since that day I don’t hear it any more.
I thought I would of turn cold by now.
But I guess not.
Why.
I wake up in the middle of the night and cry all over again.
I want you I love you I miss you but you want different.
Why can’t the rest of me understand that.
Once I’m sleeping questions come to mind.
So I wake up and ask why. Looking puzzled with tears running down my face.
its like all my blood had rush up. And got it feeling hot.
But once I have no more to shed.
I fall asleep because tomorrow night this would repeat itself again.
unless it rains then
I would sit outside and make believe the rain drops are my tears to shed.
